LONG TIME NO SEE

It's unbelievable how much things you can have going on in your life. All the work, pressure, stress from school. Getting used to having a boyfriend. Yes, I have a boyfriend. Crazy, I know. All the thoughts if I have chosen right education - I have applied for preschool teacher in Malmö in autumn. But it feels good so far, and I know I'll do a good job. After all, I've worked with kids for two and a half year and I still love kids. And I worked at a nursery for five months. So I think I'm safe.

At the moment, with school, I have no motivation at all. And it's been like this for three weeks. I still enjoy spanish, it's good fun speaking it and the lectures are intresting (for most parts). But it's to academic for me, and I'm not that kind of person. Also, partly I'm unmotivated because I don't have a goal with it anymore except for my own purpose. I mean, I'm not going to use it now afterwards. Which makes me think what the point is? But I've done more than half of the term now. Only one and a half month to go! Weird. Crazy.

Two days ago I got a summer job here in Lund, at a home care. So nice!! It felt good because she kinda just handed it over after a few minutes, she didn't even feel like calling my references. It's nice to have that out of the world and know that I will do something this summer. Not only sit and mop about. I can do that for a wee while but in the long run? No way. Way to boring.

Yesterday we were a few friends who went to IKEA in Malmö. Finally I have curtains and a few more plants in my room. Who knew that it makes such a difference with curtains. It's definitely better now! 

I will see Lund in all it's glory this summer with Anni for a week!! I'm so excited, less than three months until she'll be here with me!!!