NERVES

Tomorrow I'm gonna talk to my boss and quit. I already told her that on Monday but she wanted to talk to me, and try to convince me to stay I guess. I have agreed to that, but I won't be convinced. I'm going to quit the place the that makes me so very mad and grumpy, and finally feel happy again! I'm gonna print out the paper, sign it and hand it to her tomorrow at the end of our talk. Then I can finally start counting down the days. It's going to feel so good! I just wish the conversation was over now, because I'm already nervous about talking to her. 

Tomorrow and on Friday will be two looong days at work. But then it will finally be weekend again and we're off (again) for the weekend. This time to northern of Småland to see a friend!

On another matter, tonight Sofia and Jeff is coming over to Simons dorm kitchen and then we are going to watch The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers! So looking forward to it! We will order pizza and watch one of the best movies I know. Can't get better than that! 

A WHOLE YEAR!

(I was supposed to upload this yesterday, but I forgot.)

This day is a day that I haven't been able to envision myself in and it's a day I used to think would not arrive in many years.

When I moved to Sweden/Lund one year and four months ago I could never (!!) have forseen this. Never. In my head and mind I was not there and it definitely did NOT suit my plans for the future. I was just going to live in Lund for 6 months and then move abroad again, this time to Latin America. And then I hoped to get accepted to Uni in Edinburgh, Scotland. But, holy macarony, my plans changed in just a few months. It changed from living in a suitcase to meeting someone that would make me unpack my suitcases and stay in Sweden. Willingly stay. There's times when the urge of moving abroad (especially to Scotland) gets really big, but it's duable and worth staying because Simon is just wonderful. I love him very much and I'll gladly give up living abroad for him, as long as I can travel from time to time instead. Hehe. I still got the travel bug and it's not easy, if not impossible, to get rid of. 

This year has passed so quickly and I'm amazed over how much you can learn about someone in that time, but also how it feels like you've just scratched the surface of a persons personality and what you know about them. I learn new things every day. It's quite amazing. But it also makes me think about how complex a person is and how complex I must be. And I can guarantee that I'm complex since I can't even understand myself from time to time. 

There's been ups and downs over the year but if I put away my summer job, this job and my studies it's been an amazing year with so many new things learned, new friends and roadtrips with Simon. And to be honest, I can't wait for more of it! 

SO MUCH IS GOING ON

There's so much going on in my life right now. But it can all be traced back to work. I can tell you that this place it's not on the top five of my best places. But finally (today) I found out some good news! So now it all feels much more bearable. I think I can actually manage now. It's such a nice feeling! I like my colleagues but the others I don't have that much sympathy for, at least not all of them. But that's a story I won't tell here.

Otherwise I can tell you that last weekend I was up in the northern parts of Sweden watching Vasaloppet. It's a 90 km cross-country competition on skis. It's so cool and there's 15 800 who register. I think this year had around 14 500 that came to the start. I sadly lost my video from the start otherwise I would have shown it. It was so worth roadtripping up there in a car with four energetic and nervous guys! They're so funny together, haha. I had a good time, with lots of driving and cheering on everyone. Would be happy to do it again.

This coming weekend it's time to drive up to Öland again to go to a baptism and a birthday party. Really looking forward to it and to get away from work and things that remind me of work. To just be able to be and not feel any pressure or fall back in thoughts that I should avoid while being off.

To remind myself, and everyone else, of how beautiful Öland is I'll add a picture that my friend took of a magical sunset on Skördefesten.