CHRISTMAS IS COMING

Last week I applied for a break from my studying in Malmö. So happy about my decision. I'll finish this term though, so I officially end the 13th of Januari. One exam out of four is done for this course. I'm almost finished with the second one exam, the third one we've started and the fourth I can't really start on until we've completely decided what to use on the third exam.

So, now that I don't have any school in the spring I went, yesterday, to a job intervju. And today I signed the papers. Yay! Feels good and I'm excited and nervous to start working in January. But I will only be working during the spring. In the autumn I plan to apply to Kristianstad. I've heard its better there, the program.

What also happened yesterday was that Simon left with his family and friends of the family to Vietnam. They are going to be there over Christmas and New Years. So I'm not seeing him in three weeks. I'm happy for him, ofc, but I also miss him. Can't wait for him to be back so I can hug him really hard so I break his ribs. Not really, but I do wish that the time will fly fast so I can see him. Now we'll have to speak over the phone. I dislike talking on the phone, but at the same time I'm looking forward to it.
As much as I hate being away from each other I think it's a good thing too. It makes me realize how much i care for him and I can feel the butterflies in the pit of my stomach when I think about seeing him again.

Well, that's all for me. I have a headache that won't go away so I'll sleep it of now and tomorrow it's time for Christmas at my aunts place. Can't believe it's Christmas already..

ANOTHER TRY

I tried talking a bit to much my teacher on Friday how I'm feeling about everything. It didn't go as well as I had hoped.. Tomorrow I will give it another shot and depending on how it goes I'm done. I can't take it anymore. I'm bored to death in that school and I can count on two hands what I have learned this term... It shouldn't be like that.. Crap school.

YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME RIGHT?!?!

Malmö Högskolas teaching programs sucks. At least now in the beginning. My choice of career I was really happy with in the beginning but now I doubt it. My school is awful and has made me doubt  what I'm doing. Also, the whole program is 3,5 years old and could easily be shorten with a semester (at least..). It's so much dead time just passing by. I have not done anything in three weeks. THREE WEEKS!! And I'm not even behind!! It's some kind of joke right?!?!
And when I've talked to teachers about it they just say that it's just the beginning of högskolan and they're taking it slow, I should be happy that it's easy and that I will get used to it.. BULLSHIT! And some classmates I've talked say it's sooo much to do, and they don't know how to keep up. Then for fudge sake they SHOULD NOT study at högskolan or university at all!!

I seriously can't get my head around this!! I've been trying to understand for three months now and I'm not even remotely close to a solution to this crap then I was my first week!
I studied at Lunds University last semester and it was completely the opposite! So much to do (and I loved it for most of the time), I had fun and was not even remotely bored (except maybe the grammar for a bit). Now? I'M BORED OUT OF MY MIND!! I so much rather have a bit to much to do then too little or more like nothing to do..

I'm gonna try to switch to Kristianstad Högskola instead. I'll have to travel a bit over two hours every day back and forth. But I've heard lots of good things about the school, so I think it will be worth a shot. Fingers crossed!


Last Friday we had to put our boxer, Signe, down.. She's been unwell for quite a while and it feels so weird and sad thinking about her not being around. She only became six years old and is buried next to her favorite stone.

THE DAY WHEN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG

Today has not been the best of days. Everything that should not go wrong has gone wrong. I came to the conclusion earlier today that the best thing I could have done was to stay in bed this morning. Nothing could have gone wrong then and also nothing can go wrong when your in bed under your duvet watching movies/tv-shows all day. My PMS mode swings has/are not helping me either.

Let me tell you one thing that happened today. I was warming my soup in the microwave and when I was going to take it out (I was a bit stressed and my mind was elsewhere) I accidentally tipped the bowl a bit and poured almost all of it over myself. Literally all over myself. The only thing I missed was my hair... But I burned my finger pretty bad, soup was everywhere, my clothes were drenched and I barely had time to eat and change before I had to go. Or I would have missed my lecture. And this was not the worst thing today.. But well, I won't tell you more than that.

I just faced time with one of my best friends that I wish I could see more then I do.. But it's not possible because we live in to different countries. But, after talking to her I feel much better. She made my day! Somehow she made me laugh and think of other things. So grateful to have her in my life! If our lives screws up we have decided that we will move to Spain (or other warm Spanish speaking) country were we will live together. Sounds like a good plan to me!

THE AUTUMN COLD HAS CAUGHT UP ON ME

After walking around the last few weeks with people being sick here and there it has finally caught up with me. My nose is stuffed, my head aching, my throat burns and my body temperature can't settle on just one temperature. BUT I managed to get to school on all days this week. With all days I mean monday-wendsday. I now have nothing until Monday and the paper is handed in today (few days early) and the presentation today went well! The next course doesn't start until Monday. YAY! So now I can finally be sick! Feels good. Not being sick of course but being able to lie in in the morning and lie there all day to just recover.

Oh, on Monday I also went to see the Pope in the arena in Malmö. Simon had got me a ticket (he was way more interested than I was). So now I have seen Pope Francis and this was also the first time that the Pope has ever set his foot in Sweden. Feels quite cool. I didn't even have to go to Italy to see him at the balcony. Instead I looked down on him from where I sat. Haha. It was quite a nice event, and some of the acts in between was really good. Liked especially the Tensta Gospel (from Stockholm) and the Circus act. In the program it also said Samuel Ljungblahd, but he never showed up.. Was a bit disappointed. He probably had to cancel in last minute. Well, I did see him this summer.

Anyways, I think it might be time for some ice-cream to calm down my throat.
Ps. I WANT SNOW! (It snowed in Jönköping last night! My friend send me a few snaps and I'm just a bit jelaous..)

ÖLAND - HARVEST FESTIVAL

(My friend Loc took these pictures)

ÖLAND - HARVEST FESTIVAL

(These photos are not mine, my friend Loc took them.) 

ÖLAND SUMMER OF 2016

SCOTLAND - JUNE 2016

It was so nice being back and just walk around in one of the best citys I know. Edinburgh! 

 

MALMLÖ HÖGSKOLA

It’s been quite some time now. The last few months have been very busy, and when I’ve not been busy I’ve been taking it slow, doing fun things and traveling to recover. It’s not been the best summer in one way, but I’ve learned a lot. But I don’t mind it being over either. Quite happy with being back in school and getting a bit of a regular routine again. 

I’m studying at Malmö Högskola at the moment. To be honest, I’m not completely satisfied with the education here. Or it might be some of the teachers? Anyway, I like it when it’s structure and yes and no answers and you know what you’re supposed to do. Well so far it’s not been a lot of structure, a lot of vague answers or typical ”political” answers (example: ”Do you like bananas? ”I think apples are very tasty.”). It drives me nuts. But I’m gonna give it more time and crossing my fingers that it will be better soon! 

Otherwise, me and Simon have half a year next week. That’s just weird. I don’t understand it. I still can’t get my head around such a thing as time. It makes me feel so small. 

Oh, and also next Saturday is time for another wedding. Looking forward to it. I bought a dress for the occasion, and of course it’s to long. But I handed it in yesterday to get it sowed up. It will be done in next week and it only cost me 325 kr. It might be much, idk, but I thought it was an okay price.

My view to school everyday. My school i on the left.